I remember seeing a meme like this a while back. Sure, when you’re taking on the computer you’re the best in the world. AND THEN you take on actual gamers and you realize how great you really are.
And she may have had the voice chat on.
You play online then realize what a horrible, horrible mistake you’ve made.
as long as you expect to get destroyed online you usually do better than expected. And if you are really scared of not being able o do anything right, you can always find players who aren’t very experienced.